Publisher's Synopsis
The unthinkable happens. Everything that we have been brought up to believe suddenly in the blink of an eye we find out we were told wrong. We didn't outlive our child. Our child died. It isn't suppose to happen this way. Why oh why did my child die? It has happened and each and every minute of each and every day we live in a hell that we sometimes don't want to come out of because it hurts too bad. But if we let ourselves stay in that pit of pure hell then we are bound to never really live again. As bad as it hurt I learned that either I do what it took to learn to live again or stay lost in James death. I know my son well enough to know he would say, DON'T GET STUCK MOM, YOU HAVE GOT TO LIVE AGAIN....And I have by each day writing down my thoughts no matter how bad it hurts. I have gone from not wanting to go on to looking forward to each and every day of the rest of my life. I know that even though I can't see, touch, hear, or physically be around James that he is right here in my HEART. In fact he never left my heart. So to all that have lost a child I hope that in some way you will learn to go on one slow step at a time and always remember that you are somebody special and that you are loved. Sharing my journey so that no one needs walk alone.
