Publisher's Synopsis
Manya
I was wrong to wait for'Impossible to Happen'
Everyone told me
You deserved better
But how could I find someone new
When my dreams were 'Stuck to One'
You took my smile with you
I could neither wait nor give up
So, I chose to mute my 'Feelings Forever.'
RIP- My One & Only Love An infinite capacity for illusion, an undying dream... an obstinacy to want- to want and want, perseverance to hope, an unquenched thirst of endless wait, an inexplicable burning pain of unfulfilled desire, an involuntary, hopeless, compulsive anguish, the melancholic tunnel of undying hope... an unrequited love! But is it love when it is unrequited?" Sleep eluded me forever, and I spent countless nights wondering why it happened to me. I got tired of listening to sad songs and weeping throughout, reminiscing the moments when I fell in love with you. When I saw, my love getting married to my own sister, I felt as if I was buried in the depth of hell. There was a constant ache within my soul, and I was angry with my destiny... I was mad at him and jealous of my sister's fate.
I knew I never owned him and had no right to feel angry at seeing them together, but I succumbed to my human emotions. I constantly failed to pretend to be happy for them when I was internally bleeding. I knew my anger and jealousy were wrong because Vivaan never loved me. My longing for him was like rheumatic fever lingering for years and damaging my heart permanently despite my conviction that I would surely get over it at some point in time. Vivaan It was just You & Me
And the world stopped
There's nothing else... except us!
No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow!!
You're the missing rib that completed my half
You gave me the hope, when I was all out
My World just stopped
The moment I realized it's you and it'll be only you. Manya- The Untamed Thunderstorm wrapped in a beautiful body...Simply Unpredictable Yet Terrific!! Someone has rightly said, "Time flies over us, but it leaves its shadow behind." Although time seems to fly by, it never travels faster than one day at a time. I missed her more each day, thinking about what we had between us. I had erased all her text in my attempt to move on, but I could never forget what she wrote. We had stopped talking, but I couldn't forget her voice. Life indeed brings tears, smiles and memories- the tears dry, the smiles fade, but the memories last forever.
I submerged myself in work, and there was no space for any permanent relationship in my life. I won't say I deprived myself of any physical pleasure, but the doors of my heart were tightly shut for all the women. I just enjoyed casual hookups to satisfy my carnal cravings keeping all my emotions aside. Even after six years, I was holding on to her memories, hoping we'd be together again. I had promised myself not to develop any special feelings for any other women, but sometimes your heart flips over. Sometimes it's inexplicable but there is always a little 'I NEED YOU' behind every 'LEAVE ME ALONE.' Pl note this is Book 6 of You & Me Series and can be read as standalone. Trigger Warning: This book deals with sensitive contents like death, grief and mature contents and is strictly for 18+. Reader's discretion is required.
