Publisher's Synopsis
The author tries to understand and face the existential dangers of his childhood trying day by day to be able to give a definite answer to his future, but not only through them also to understand through the writings of every day are transcribed by the thousand events in the his interiority, with the dangers that one day could present themselves before him but he never knew how to understand her affront towards him and if all this was part of destiny, if perhaps in one time all these answers that more than once he tried they could find an outlet, for him communication with his inner life was also a very complicated passage but he knew that one day he would find everything he was looking for before his eyes. By now he realized that his life according to his mentality was starting to be compromised destroyed by a selfishness that seemed more and more to involve the whole world and would have contaminated him too, there was no way to be able to convey the true mentality of a smile or any other way of communication to be able to erase every being that drags us into the abyss of a belief that often comes against us and we are unable to stop. After his father's death the author seems to relive those moments of negativity every day and every moment that he prayed would never happen.
