Publisher's Synopsis
"I'm tired of being what you want me to be, feeling so faithless, lost under the surface." - Linkin Park. *A novella* *Can be read before or after the Cut series* Playing local shows in seedy, downtown pubs when I was just Jamie with his guitar, and coming home to my girl who was waiting for me. A girl I couldn't imagine living without. That was my life. A life I loved. A life that may not have been perfect, or filled with money and fame - but it was perfect to me. Playing packed out stadiums in beautiful cities, where Jay Ryker is who they scream for; and coming home to an empty hotel and a bottle of bourbon waiting for me. A bottle I wouldn't dare try and live without. This was my life. A life I loathed. A life that may seem perfect on the outside, filled with money and fame - but it wasn't perfect to me. After losing my world that meant everything to me; I need to find my way back to the living. I'm not sure I even want to. I don't think I would survive any more pain. It may seem weak, but it's easier being numb.
