Publisher's Synopsis
I have gone through more hurt than I can explain from my alcoholic mother to the events in this book. God is almighty. I compare myself to Job in all ways. God is faithful in all situation, and I give him all the glory. Pick it up and go on the journey from the last twenty years of my life. I don't know when the hurt will stop, but again, God is faithful. My husband and I were high school sweethearts. We started dating when we were almost to turn fifteen. We always talked about having a modest family and knew we would be together forever. We got married the year my husband graduated, in 1992, on November 7. He was eighteen, and I was nineteen. We wanted to have a couple of children; we wanted them so bad we would borrow my sister's kids and take them to movies and playdates. They would help us decorate our Christmas tree. When we found out I couldn't have children, I felt so dysfunctional. The one thing a woman was made to do, I couldn't do. My husband and I have now been married twenty-six years. We are happy, and everything we have gone through has brought us closer, not pushed us apart. My pastor said that all we had gone through would have broken people up, but everything has brought us closer instead. I still have trouble with guilt about my infertility. I have now had a hysterectomy, and my chances are gone, but as you will read, God has made me whole. Without my faith and my God, I will have been a lot worse. I hope you enjoy the book, but if you are going through it, I hope it helps you get through it, with all my love.
