God Are You There?

I tend worry a lot and always in my feelings when God has placed in me something so common yet it's still rare, STRENGTH! He probably be in Heaven shaking His head at me and saying, "Do you not remember where I brought you from? Did I not reveal to you, the purpose of your trials and tribulations? Must we continue down the same road? " I have to remind myself of my upbringing, my struggles, overcoming the odds, then I humble myself and say, "Thank you Lord for bringing me this far and where you're going to take me." I might not be in the Church house every Sunday, know the bible, or carry myself like a "Christian" should but my faith and love for God is real. I don't try impressing people by making my life look easy, or displaying the things God does for me. I sin every day, it's a constant battle for me but God knows my heart. What I came to know, God doesn't look at your sin, your issues, and mistakes, God looks for the ones who are willing to do His will. Your sin, issues, and mistakes, God can turn into your testimony. Look at Moses, Jacob, and Abraham. Look at Ruth. All people who had a past, issues, and mistakes. I might not know what God expects from me all the time, why He allow this or that to occur in my life but I do trust He will bring me through stronger. I can stand with my head high, back straight and say, "I can conquer all thing through Christ who strengthenth me!"