Publisher's Synopsis
"The earliest memory I have is my dad saying to me `Don't eat that. You are fat and no-one loves you when you are fat.' It made a huge impression on me." Thus begins Sarah Vanis' journey of self-loathing and self-mutilation to try and win an aggressive father's approval and a struggling mother's acceptance. Her story is of a living hell. . The day she found yoga was a day of revelation, but she was still stuck. She listened and found Ayurveda. The journey of Ayurveda and yoga together helped her to heal.