Entanglement

"There's just this magnetic pull that I have for him, emotionally, that I can't forget."
As soon as I met TJ, something happened. The connection we had was instant and overwhelming. We stayed up all night talking to each other and I was feeling like a little school girl. What made things even more real is the fact that we were both behind screens, not knowing what the other person looked like. We both agreed that we wouldn't know what the other person looks like because when we finally meet in person, we want it to be special, and we don't want this attachment to become harder than it already is. We live on opposite ends of the country, and we're already planning our futures with each other as soon as school gets out. I've never felt this way for anybody else.
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"I head to the bathroom, mostly to use it, but also to text TJ...
So, is it weird that I was just watching a cheesy rom com with my best friend and the whole time I was thinking about you?
Definitely cheesy, but also cute.
Lol, seems desperate. Considering I'm feeling for somebody I haven't seen.
Not desperate, real. I mean, if you want, we can break this whole thing and video chat right now.
No, as much as I want to, I just feel like the moment when we see each other in person will be worth all the wait, well at least for me. I know you'll be disappointed.
Never disappointed, intrigued.
We'll see. (:
Yes, we definitely will. Can we go back to the part where you finally admitted that you have feelings for me though. I think hearing that is even sexier than what we did through texts last night."
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"This attraction that I have to you is only physical, but the one I have with him is more than that, it's mental."
I thought my life would end with TJ, until I got to school, and I met Trevor. I couldn't stand him at first, actually I still can't stand him, but there's something about our physical connection that I cannot get enough of. He challenges me and irks me to no end, but when we're together, there's a magnet that pulls us closer to each other, and we can't seem to let go. The drama is tiring, and not in a good way. But the things we do when we're together are even more tiring, in the best way. I thought TJ was going to be my ending, but the more time I spend seeing and being with Trevor, the harder it gets to deny that this is more than just physical.