Publisher's Synopsis
When we last heard from Anthony Holden, he was having a difficult time with his Dad's passing and struggling to find himself. The reason for this dilemma that Anthony was experiencing is because all of his possessions were lost after the divorce of his parents. This made him feel quite confused, and bitter. More like an unwanted outcast, or problem from the past that should just go away. The fact that he felt betrayed by his family, due to the missing personal items, made him wonder if they thought he would not be returning from his incarceration. This confusion and unhappiness will, in turn, complicate Anthony's life in the coming years, and his future will quite be uncertain if he does not find it in his heart to forgive himself for not being there to help his father in his time of need. He feels that if he didn't go to Hollywood and just went home like he told his Mother, then things may have turned out different. Only Anthony, can make the determination on how his actions may have affected the outcome of his Father's life. It is hard to say, what happened the night his Father fell in his bathroom and passed away. It could have been several things that Anthony must struggle to figure out and come to terms with if he is going to have any future at all.The following pages will explain the outcome of Anthony's dilemma and the choices he made, as well as the mistakes that plagued his young life. After his Father's passing, he moved in with his Mom and Sisters. This arrangement worked out well, but Anthony knew he had to do something to straighten out his life. He wasn't too happy about sleeping on the couch due to the fact, he didn't have his own room or any possessions from his childhood of his own of any kind. He still harbored the fear he had of the old neighborhood Bullies. The thoughts of abuse and torment from years passed still haunted him. In the coming years, he will have to make some life-altering decisions or wallow in self-pity to inevitable demise.