Publisher's Synopsis
An Excerpt from our book-collection Jail Talk v.Real Talk...(Should I stay?) or (Walk Away) - It's midnight. Dreamt so long about marrying her.Now i am one step closer...I also had so many thoughts of how i am going to be around her once free, and her at night just "holding me close."Without CO's timing me at a visit with a woman, whose not in any way cut from the same cloth as others. Some say they are "all that as a woman...'But she truly is. God is good." - Tonight... I am leaving prison.Ten years i've done since age of (Barely 18 yrs young.) I am just about in my 30s getting out of prison.Never loved... I dreamt last night of the 1st time we go in the cold christmas shopping/decorate our 1st home tree, sparklie lights shine around us, while we practice saying our wedding vows in our soft big bed, as i put a new engagement ring on her soft hand, as she and i share happy tears and a smile, at holding each other finally with happiness. - From making love to just holdin'each other, praying to GOD as we fall asleep with lights off, and tv on.I finally am getting this #reallove i've wanted since a teen-child. Brush my teeth.Wash my face. Pack up my redhead queen's shrine, (no one would believe amount of mail etc.pictures i have of who i call the MOST beautiful woman in the world. Yet...she chose me, without penny to my name, to share her suburban God-blessed life. I will NOT let her down. My savior. My confidante. - My hero in alot of ways. My greatest+my only true/real love. My BFF...My only real friend. After #fakelove i know what i have and not losing it for anything, nor anyone. Gotta hurry up.She should be out front by now. I have served so long that the world has truly changed in many ways. - A fresh start for me + her, as one. I know ma girl sent me that right during the FINAL year of a long bid. That is exactly what i am doing. God has bless me.Not about her looks, or her money or anything material.We are both beyond such ignorance/foolishness..." - Most fake relations fail that way. It's about how we BOTH have a bond, emotional _spiritual, that allow us to respect and truly love from the INSIDE 1st... not outside. She make me a better man. I make her feel loved...We are in sync. We hope to inspire, motivate others to see that you're able to have real love GROWN + SEXY MATURE LOVE from behind the steel gate, after will be stronger than ever when we drive in her ride, on I-95. All #reallove-truelove shall always survive. #WhenItsReal and when you're loyal to such cause, and that is the "cause"of living God's way in life + living the best life together, as a winning team with who you're meant to be with in life...It's easy to love the right way in life...when you're mature focused...When it's "real."
