All I See

For the longest time I wanted to share my life experiences, hurts, pains, and joys that shaped my being. This is a true statement of change. I am an artist exploring the world and when I am not acting, singing, creating, or sharing the Love of Jesus with others, I am refashioning my spiritual DNA to in order to become better. Better with my words, thoughts, interpretation of life...a better me. As hamlet once said: there is much music in this little organ and I must play it though I am no pipe. After living a life of hearty laughs hidden behind gapped teeth, and disappointments I have come to grips that people like myself are meant for extraordinary things and I must understand that I will never fit into the concept of normality. It is okay to break society and culturally set rules and be diverse. That is my statuette, unique. I wonder how much easier life would be if ordinary was enough and fitting in was an option. Understanding the reason why I exist I have learned it s more than occupying space. I have a space that is designed only for me to fit in. With this thought in mind, we should remind ourselves daily that being who we are is everything to our purpose. The amazing feeling of being one in a million, of knowing no one out there is quite like me, can do it like I do or see what I see give me all the reasons to celebrate the essence of my true womanhood. Breaking the rules is hard. Hearing the criticism is difficult. Look around, we are all essentially equivalent: we all want to be loved. The residency of love can only resides comfortably if it derives from the true love source, Jesus. The Power of His love defines us all, even me. Today I rediscover myself. Tomorrow and each day after, I will revisit the thought of me again. I expose some of myself to you. Every word written removes another layer of dead skin and concealed esteems. Low esteem of others causes them to offend me. Let us get over together. We are one Body is Christ. When others hurt, so do my body parts. Assurance of identity can be mistaken for bragging or as appearing to be all that, when truthfully I am all nothing that makes me something. Jesus said, The first shall be last and the last shall be first. I write to share with the world, thin-skinned moments. In every word, my soul listens and my heart speaks. The Truths in my writings has given unknown colors to my life. Colors created by God that others must see. The intensity of the color rays has corrected the vision of me. Today I live free. Today, I honor every trial and tribulation. Yes, they hurt. These birth pains are the beginning of another life that gives worth to me, you, and all. The Corner Stone of these pains fulfill the cracks that lie dormant in the in between places. The motivations behind my writings are to challenge you and your thinking, your efforts, your desires to become a better you. Seek and find you and once you have unearthed your reason for existing, share it with the world. Your existence plays a great part in my destiny a little more inspiration and a little more uniqueness. Just Dare to be you or should I ask, Who are You? I know as Christians we are victorious, however, we weren t promised a perfect life without it s troubles. In fact Jesus said we should EXPECT them. ....for in this world you shall endure trials & tribulations, but count it all joy for I have overcome the world John 16:33 Trials and tribulations come with both a purpose and a reward. Consider it all joy, my brethren, when you encounter various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance. And let endurance have its perfect result, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing. Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial; for once he has been approved, he will receive the crown of life, which the Lord has promised to those who love Him James 1:2-4, 12