Publisher's Synopsis
Ever thought back on your life and thought "wow this is the stuff books are made of?" I have! And it was. It was the stuff books were made of alright. Other parts were horror stories too haunting to even put into print. These stories are of a troubled girl, that found life a bit crazier than all she'd known around her. As the girl becomes a woman, you'll see the troubles continue. They only grow and maybe just maybe you'll see yourself in this girl.She battles a lifetime of hurt and heartache, betrayal and abandonment, time and time again. Or maybe your life was simple, and you had no idea the other side really does happen outside of the movies. This story will open your eyes to the pain of being "beautiful" and all the terror it brings. Ever sat and wondered how you were going to face the day, wondered if anyone would notice that mask you wear to hide behind? I did. Every day I wore that mask until soon the mask became transparent and all the pain and hurt couldn't be hidden anymore. The memories and moments became a as clear as a movie that began to play endlessly. That's when I knew I had to tell my story.If you're brave or feel lost in a world, where you never seem to belong, take my hand. Come and walk through this story with me. I'll let you walk around my dark shelves of memories as I piece together every event that unfolded into who I have become today. I'll allow you to peak into the crevices of forgotten places that only still exist in my dreams. I'll share with you those times I trusted people, who almost made it, so this book was never written.
