Publisher's Synopsis
He exploded with rage. Before I could react, he shoved me against the wall, then threw me to the floor. His face hovered inches from mine as he screamed, his voice sharp and cutting. My body tensed, paralyzed by fear. Then, without warning, he grabbed my arm, pinching and twisting until blood rose beneath my skin...
There was a time when I believed I had everything figured out. I grew up surrounded by love, faith, and structure-a home where prayers were said, values were taught, and the future seemed bright and secure. Catholic school shaped my mind, my parents shaped my character, and my own innocence shaped my heart. I trusted easily, believed deeply, and never questioned the path laid before me. But life has a way of unraveling even the strongest foundations when we start searching for something outside of the love that has always been there. My search led me into places I never expected-into a love that was never meant to be mine, into secrecy, heartbreak, and self-doubt. I lost myself in the whirlwind of wanting to be chosen, wanting to be enough, wanting to prove that love could conquer anything. Yet, through every wrong turn, every whispered doubt, and every tear shed in silence, God was there. I couldn't see Him. I wasn't listening. But He never left. This is the story of how I searched, how I fell, and how-when I finally had nowhere else to turn-I called upon the One who had been waiting for me all along. And when I did, He showed up in a way that changed everything.
